Lingering Thoughts

Declutter - Day 3

I succumbed last night to YouTube but then got back on track immediately after 2 hours and went to sleep. This morning, I realised the main source behind my compulsion to check the phone is anxiety about new messages, emails, or any piece of information that might come to me which I am missing out on — or sometimes I even open my phone and refresh my RSS reader to check what new articles are posted. And after I get bored when nothing new pops up, we have YouTube and other distractions which pull me in, so it's not only YouTube or LinkedIn — it's the combination of that anxiety that you might be missing something and then turning to YouTube to soothe that anxiety.

So to cure this information anxiety -

My main source of information during the day will be books (non-fiction / fiction). This avoids the constant checking behaviours which I want to avoid.

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